Do you?

To speak on probability and speculative remarks has got none within my concerns, what ever should happen had happened. Currently undergo, the thrill factor on surviving , I'm absolutely in a super state of consciousness.

These past months has been a superb expedition that i shall enriched, it's fun to have something that some might say as "kebetulan" instead it's actually "kepastian". Regrets are not the suitable words but experience, is the exact one.

I now understand the situation and i hope that everything go smoothly, hesitation is the problems of the mind, managed to encounter it wisely will led you leave the regrets which undermined your self-determination and many others motivational efforts.

I'm not the best story teller or such fascinating orator, but sometimes, somethings got to be done the way it should be, thus making some people shocked when my true colors revealed. however, that doesn't mean that I'm all the antagonist part of each storybook.

Truthfully, i never like to let my views on something be kept inside, especially when it is what important to be said from my view and insyaallah i did it with the feeling of responsibilty and i'm accountable for what i'm saying.

WORDS HURTS
it is true especially for person who dislike the feelings of acknowledging others opinion and viewed, or in funky style they said "inferiority complex". What is wonderful about this is that, how to entertained and letting your views be said in a manner that will not dismay their feelings.
Not everybody can stand the sharpness of a swords which make them feel like their throat was being cut off. Thus to save the scene,the formulation of sarcasm was applied, interestingly, when you used sarcasm everyday to the same person, your style of saying things started too changed.

Change?
The changes that sometimes lives within your words, and determining factors of persona whether sarcasm or otherwise just like Lasswell said who gets what,when and how?. Thus, to prevent the Swords slips the throat, I only apply the sarcasm to those who at certain level reach the state of being ignorant, judgmental, irrelevant, inferiority complex, and those who can be significantly be suitable for such sarcasm.
Yes, i do admit that when that certain scene of sarcasm happen and people said that you are stupid. It somehow makes me smile considering the impulse of persona on saying things, which i also practice the impulsiveness sometimes..

you can have your view and let others viewed,
but, can you be true with the words that you used,
you shall tell gossips, as what your mind perceived,
but, can you be responsible and accountable for those who received?

I'm not perfect neither do you, but respect others is my utmost value.

kena kayuh laju sikit

yess, aku yang pilih benda ni,mana boleh lari dah. sekali buat mesti sampai habis, tiba-tiba aku rasa aku dah buat benda yang xpatut.

Aku pergi ke kursus anjuran tempat aku belajar ni:

Kursus memang okay,sebagai mana kursus-kursus lain,cuma pada waktu yang sama aku juga telah dituliskan name untuk pergi ke kursus di langkawi. Aku terpaksa tolak kursus ke langkawi dan letak pulak nama kawan. First yang xpatut ialah aku pergi kursus tu sampai aku xpergi kelas,memang xpatut dan sekarang,kelas yang aku tak pergi tu buat aku pening kepala nak buat tugasan dia,dah tak pergi kelas.Secondly, akibat dari kursus yang aku pergi tu,berduyun-duyun soalan aku dapat,semua berkenaan apa keputusan aku setelah datang kursus tu dan apa tindakan aku yang akan datang. kedua: disebabkan kursus yang dilangkawi aku tolak, maka orang yang mewakilkan aku untuk kursus ke langkawi telah datang jumpa dan bertanyakan jugak soal kursus yang lagi satu aku pergi.

Ye kursus ni dikatakan penting sebenarnya untuk menentukan sesuatu ditempat aku ni, hari demi hari datang dan bertanyakan aku soalan yang sama, tapi aku masih dengan jawapan untuk menunggu keputusan dari kursus itu. Ya, aku faham niat sahabat aku ni baik, sebab aku pernah disitu satu ketika. sekarang soalnya bukan lah seteruk seperti dakyah-dakyah yang di sumbatkan pada aku dan kursus itu pun tidak sebenarnya berjaya membentuk fikiran aku dan pegangan aku. Aku tawarkan kerjasama dengan sahabat aku ni, yang aku akan turut cuba membantu ideologinya jika keputusan adalah seperti yang tertulis.

Betul, kita sepatutnya tahu keputusan yang kita dah buat dan akibat kepada keputusan tu. tidak aku tak menyesal, walaupun aku tahu sukarnya nak laksanakan. tapi aku akan usaha dan berserah, kalau betul aku boleh tolong dengan cara itu Allah pasti akan membuka jalan.Semuanya adalah kerana Allah yang Esa