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1)I was shocked knowing that this blog was discovered by someone from studied here, and when i adked her how do she found it, she said that from her ex neighbor blogs.haha..what a small world
2) When i was having my breakfast in USM for a conference, i was smiling to a women sat at the table in front of me. When suddenly that person came besides me and asking my name, where i come from, i was like errr...why do u ask so much questions,, and i keep on trying to remember her name, but then she told me.yeah i am not good at remembering names. wow, she was my classmate in primary school,pheww,such an old friends, the last time i saw her was during my time in primary school. i never thought i'd meet with anyone i knew for that conference since that was the last day of the event.
3) There also friends that i met who was my junior in secondary school but now,he's my senior in U's..haha. I love it when people still wanna get connected, and i hope that those who know me will still be in contact.

Do you?

To speak on probability and speculative remarks has got none within my concerns, what ever should happen had happened. Currently undergo, the thrill factor on surviving , I'm absolutely in a super state of consciousness.

These past months has been a superb expedition that i shall enriched, it's fun to have something that some might say as "kebetulan" instead it's actually "kepastian". Regrets are not the suitable words but experience, is the exact one.

I now understand the situation and i hope that everything go smoothly, hesitation is the problems of the mind, managed to encounter it wisely will led you leave the regrets which undermined your self-determination and many others motivational efforts.

I'm not the best story teller or such fascinating orator, but sometimes, somethings got to be done the way it should be, thus making some people shocked when my true colors revealed. however, that doesn't mean that I'm all the antagonist part of each storybook.

Truthfully, i never like to let my views on something be kept inside, especially when it is what important to be said from my view and insyaallah i did it with the feeling of responsibilty and i'm accountable for what i'm saying.

WORDS HURTS
it is true especially for person who dislike the feelings of acknowledging others opinion and viewed, or in funky style they said "inferiority complex". What is wonderful about this is that, how to entertained and letting your views be said in a manner that will not dismay their feelings.
Not everybody can stand the sharpness of a swords which make them feel like their throat was being cut off. Thus to save the scene,the formulation of sarcasm was applied, interestingly, when you used sarcasm everyday to the same person, your style of saying things started too changed.

Change?
The changes that sometimes lives within your words, and determining factors of persona whether sarcasm or otherwise just like Lasswell said who gets what,when and how?. Thus, to prevent the Swords slips the throat, I only apply the sarcasm to those who at certain level reach the state of being ignorant, judgmental, irrelevant, inferiority complex, and those who can be significantly be suitable for such sarcasm.
Yes, i do admit that when that certain scene of sarcasm happen and people said that you are stupid. It somehow makes me smile considering the impulse of persona on saying things, which i also practice the impulsiveness sometimes..

you can have your view and let others viewed,
but, can you be true with the words that you used,
you shall tell gossips, as what your mind perceived,
but, can you be responsible and accountable for those who received?

I'm not perfect neither do you, but respect others is my utmost value.