pheww.. almost forgot that i still have my personal blogs, it's been quite a time to update it cause i just managed to remember my password now.LoL.(now u blame urself for having to many accounts.). it was quite fun though having lots of accounts for blogging purposes,yeah. if it was easy to have many wives as many blogs i had to maintained right now.oh no.. i might even forget about my wife then.lol..but practice makes perfect..wehuu..
actually i was quite frustrated coz before lurking for my passwords i actually got something to write for but the idea flew away.demn it so im just crapping with this entry. fuh lets just recap what i had done fuhh..lotsa a thing.okay ill focus on about the atas bukit agenda. its now been almost a year for me here. pheww..
this semester lots of theoretical subject that i need to focus on.demn it yeahh. the fun(not so) part is its all got to do with politics within and outside the country.demn i really think im getting bald early. i felt sorry for those who meet me and unfortunately being harass by my political dialogue, guys, what do you expect im reading about politics everyday.duhh..sorry, i even be silent when im lepaking with people coz im afraid that some of the topic i shall comment it in political aspects..dat is so uncool mike.phewww. those who suffers from my boring talks with me. ireally should self divide my self.
yaa..talking about self dividing and being your ownself. ive popularly encountered with the questions that
1: why did i change my name when im in the new place.
2:Wasn;t that considered as cheating urself and others
Its easy, why im changing my name.nahhh, im not changing it but im just promoting myself as my last 3 words of my own name that have been given from my parents instead of using my usual nicknames. so to speak i'm not changing anything but im just prefer to be in other way.
it's not considered as cheating myself or others, but i called it as acknowledging a part of my self that has or has not been discovered yet to a specificly different place,by right, it makes me feel rejuvenate and experimental. dont worry im not dr. jekyl and mr hyde. i'm me,. for those who dont believe that names determine the way u live ur life just ignored my statement.because it's proven dude, im not kidding, why did your parents gives u such a good name that have good means? huh. so its not that i dont prefer to be called as my nicknames, i do let people in my english class to called me as mikel. but others shall called me as for the names i introduced them. its my rights to be asked and be called by my names.haha. so to concluded as for those that thinks otherwise, its up to you. for me extracting other part of yourself doesnt mean that you are lying to people and yourself but its being true to yourself.people normally are afraid to challenge themself and they prefer to be what they are for what they was. i just dont want to count me in like that, let me be true, as life is just once in a lifetime and as it is not opposing my religion. i just dont want others to be falsified by the perceive agenda that they themself are not acute to.
wow..it seems fun to be able to express myself here.no wonder i did it before.haaha. thats that.forgive me for the different understanding of things which might contradict to yours. may my wrongs be corrected.
actually i was quite frustrated coz before lurking for my passwords i actually got something to write for but the idea flew away.demn it so im just crapping with this entry. fuh lets just recap what i had done fuhh..lotsa a thing.okay ill focus on about the atas bukit agenda. its now been almost a year for me here. pheww..
this semester lots of theoretical subject that i need to focus on.demn it yeahh. the fun(not so) part is its all got to do with politics within and outside the country.demn i really think im getting bald early. i felt sorry for those who meet me and unfortunately being harass by my political dialogue, guys, what do you expect im reading about politics everyday.duhh..sorry, i even be silent when im lepaking with people coz im afraid that some of the topic i shall comment it in political aspects..dat is so uncool mike.phewww. those who suffers from my boring talks with me. ireally should self divide my self.
yaa..talking about self dividing and being your ownself. ive popularly encountered with the questions that
1: why did i change my name when im in the new place.
2:Wasn;t that considered as cheating urself and others
Its easy, why im changing my name.nahhh, im not changing it but im just promoting myself as my last 3 words of my own name that have been given from my parents instead of using my usual nicknames. so to speak i'm not changing anything but im just prefer to be in other way.
it's not considered as cheating myself or others, but i called it as acknowledging a part of my self that has or has not been discovered yet to a specificly different place,by right, it makes me feel rejuvenate and experimental. dont worry im not dr. jekyl and mr hyde. i'm me,. for those who dont believe that names determine the way u live ur life just ignored my statement.because it's proven dude, im not kidding, why did your parents gives u such a good name that have good means? huh. so its not that i dont prefer to be called as my nicknames, i do let people in my english class to called me as mikel. but others shall called me as for the names i introduced them. its my rights to be asked and be called by my names.haha. so to concluded as for those that thinks otherwise, its up to you. for me extracting other part of yourself doesnt mean that you are lying to people and yourself but its being true to yourself.people normally are afraid to challenge themself and they prefer to be what they are for what they was. i just dont want to count me in like that, let me be true, as life is just once in a lifetime and as it is not opposing my religion. i just dont want others to be falsified by the perceive agenda that they themself are not acute to.
wow..it seems fun to be able to express myself here.no wonder i did it before.haaha. thats that.forgive me for the different understanding of things which might contradict to yours. may my wrongs be corrected.
